Finally i realized my fault

Its almost 3 years and its not a short time.I do not know why I continue to keep a relationship which I think is not good. The violence that I received did not make me realize that it is a bad attitude but it makes me even more survive only to see him turn good and regretted his actions. 


Long-distance relationship that I live with bad communication, no trust, and attention is not given to me. I keep thinking positive, thinking he's still there and the last one for me, because he promised to marry me someday. All have been proven on the phone from his parents, they are very good to me and asked me to finish college soon. I began to be afraid to continue this relationship, because I always get the treatment that is not good example slapped, insulted, mocked....

I dont want to disappoint my parents and his parents, so I tell the truth to his parents if I want to broke up with him. and until now my ex-boyfriend still call me and mock me.